New Vlog

15 Minute Mix (Cut Short)

I think I'm making this Daily

So I am getting back into the swing of doing vlogs and I think I'm going to make the posts of this blog daily (or as often as I can). I posted a new vlog up so make sure you check that out, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCk1FWvBouE as well as you should get out my twitter account, I go by ZingkingLH on twitter so follow me!

Anyways thats all for now, got class, hope to talk to you all in a bit

Continuation in Production

Only a few days until episode one is released, and I won't lie I'm falling a bit behind, but I'm doing all I can to get it off the ground, I will also be creating a Twitter, and a seperate Blog for the show, where as this blog will stay as my own personal one :)

Big News

I have some awesome news to tell you guys. Before my accident, which left me unable to walk for some time, I was in production of my new web show "On My Way". After some healing I have got back on the horse and continued production. The rough draft of the intro is online until the 30th for when it will be taken offline. You can view it by clicking here. The show is expected to be online by the 10th of October, pending any detours we may run into. I hope as many of you take a look at it, and leave your opinion either on the blog or the video comments section.

So... CRASHES....

I got in a near fatal highway accident on my motorcycle on Tuesday. I say near fatal because the next day a motorcyclist did more or less the same thing as I, but was ran over by a car and didn't make it.

So this is what I have been told happened (because I have no memory of the accident) I was on my way home from work, going down QEW Toronto. Traffic had slowed down to 80 km/h, when a truck in front of the car in front of me braked hard. The vehicle ahead of me braked, and I did too. Unfortunately I must have braked too much because my back wheel went into the air, back down to the ground, and then straight into the air, throwing me from the motorcycle. I then hit the ground (on my head), I don't know the details of whether I slid or what, but my helmet looks like its been sand blasted, its cracked at the chin, the one side of my jacket kinda disintegrated a bit, my pants were torn, and my gloves were ripped.

Thankfully the drivers who were in front and behind me stopped their cars so traffic would have to go around. Within four minutes of 911 being called an ambulance was there. They spend 40 minutes working on me until they brought be to the hospital. The damaged I received was amazingly not bad. My one baby finger was so dislocated the bone came through the skin. The muscles in my right hip are torn. I have road burn and bruising on a large amount of my body. My upper teeth went into my upper lip, one tooth piercing all the way through and one tooth on the bottom went into my bottom lip. Both my hands are pretty useless at this time, but I have full use of my 3 dominant fingers on both hands. Allowing me to type.

Considering the officer who came to the crash expected a DOA, I guess I'm doing damn good.

Fork in the road

Take a step back from your life right now. Look at it from the third person. Think of what is best for everyone, and not for yourself, just this one time. Make a choice, don't go back on it, just do it. Spend the time to think about it, consider all the possibilities. Don't rush into an answer, because its better if you don't change it after it has been made, that will just cause extra problems.

I say all that because I'm in that situation. I have been at an ever changing fork in the road, even though everything surrounding the paths are changing, the paths are still the same. I have been standing at this fork for way too long. My life has been changing so much in the past year and this is the only thing that hasn't changed because I have not taken a direction. All paths can lead to hardship, one will lead me to almost certain hardship for a time, but could lead me to where I want to go in the end. The other is more of an unknown, where it could lead me down a path I have been trying to get to for all this time, but then again it could lead me down the one I most dread.

This is where I need to look at it from other peoples point of view. The first path will be a difficult path for myself, but that is a weight I would carry only on my shoulders, and no one else would be exposed to that burden. The other path could lead me to happiness, the over all outcome I want out of this fork. But even with my happiness, it will cause issues to those around me, one being my best friend. If I take this second path it could just lead me down the first path with hardships being brought to more people then if I just took it upon myself to bare.

Do you try and interrupt two peoples happiness for a shot of your own? Or do you take the bullet and let them be on their way? Is a chance at love really worth crushing the relationships around you?

When is it time for you to sacrifice your happiness for the happiness of those around you? 5 Years? (just in case you hadn't caught on :P)